你是大学

走进了  品读了

却每一次都有新的内涵

拥有了大学文凭

并不意味着我学到了多少

相反

意味着我

从此进入永久无知的探索境界

你是寒星

遥远着   清冷着

却已经足够将我熔化

感受着寒星清辉

并不能说明我已经进入它的运行轨道

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说明了我

从此需要永远求解它的轨迹方程

你是清莲

赏析着   妖冶着

让我明白它的养料足够丰富

自豪着它的清芳

并不能证明我业已能采摘莲蓬

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证明了

我还未有采摘莲蓬的资格

是的

你是你自己的  谁也没有干涉的权力

你是你自己的  谁也没有拥有的可能

你是你自己的  只有属于你的机缘

你是你自己的  只有分享你的现实

是的

你  永远是你  完整的你

我  仍然是我  学习的我

每一次肺的呼吸

每一次心的跳动

每一次血的澎湃

都有一个强音

引导着我的节拍

每一次酣梦的缠绵

每一次清醒的沉醉

每一次迷失的甜蜜

都有一个强音

警醒着我的节奏

每一次无言的等待

每一次痴情的守候

每一次殷切的企盼

都有一个强音

坚定着我的信念

总有一个强音

是的

在我迷失的时候

在我崩溃的边缘

其实我告诉你那并不是什么强音

它就两个字

奇妙的强音

永远的强音

我需要它

有它真好！

When it comes to my lover , a breath taking figure viewed from her back comes to my mind immediately , she is such a girl who possesses a graceful temperament . She is the one , just as an old saying goes that ,to the world she may be one person, but to one person she may be the whole world . The most fatal element in our love story is to understand each other even in the face of such terrible circumstances . I have experienced uncountable ordeal to after her , fortunately , I was picked from countless boys who pursue her in her campus , hence , I know a terrible meaningful sentence’s essence that when we finally meet the person who deserves we consecrate all of ourselves , we must know how to be grateful . She is the girl who wears such perpetual fashionable clothes and her mind is always up to the minute , she loves me not because who am I but because how comfortable when she is with me . Relatively speaking , she is not the most beautiful girl in the city , she , nevertheless , is the most graceful 、 enamored girl I have ever seen . We can share our happiness , sorrow at any time , I will always love her no matter whatever happens ! 

记不清经过了多少个日日夜夜，

我们翘首企盼2008，

记不清体会了多少次热血沸腾，我们无限期待2008。

2008！

我们因为奥运而无限热情澎湃、我们因为圣火而持久激情飞扬。

然而2008，我们揪心的2008呀——

抗天斗地的2008、人祸不止的2008、

群魔乱舞的2008！

当时针指向2008，我们华夏儿女就开始了悲喜交融、患难与共的历程。

2008，承载了炎黄子孙百年奥运梦想、中华民族世代富国强民深情。

灾难2008，

冰冻三尺算得了什么！雪凝九天又奈我何？

因为我们热情似火，因为我们万众一心。

地动山摇，撼不动我们直面困难、重建家园的钢铁意志。

地震撕裂了大地，华夏儿女在大灾前却更加紧密团结。

山河呜咽，一个嘶哑的老人嗓音让我们信心百倍！

“只要有一线希望，我们就会尽百倍努力”！

灾难中的中华儿女的盛极威仪，让那些无知宵小自见其龌龊，渺小！

“是什么让我的眼里常含泪水，因为我爱着这片土地。”

诗人的话，道出的是十三亿同胞共同的心声。

感动2008！

泪光闪现中，炎黄儿女同舟共济、血肉相连，

血浓于水的亲情在大悲大喜的交融中得到进一步升华

民胞物与，哲人千年的企盼在今天得到了完美诠释！

是的，2008，我们同在。

群魔乱舞时  我们同在

战天斗地时  我们同在

生死相依    血肉相连

肝胆相照    荣辱与共

无论你在那里我都要找到你

血脉能创造奇迹  创造奇迹

是的  我们

永远同在

今天是见习的第三天了。

中午，天空飘起了毛毛雨。微微的雨丝像雾，似纱，微风毫不费力便将之破成团团烟尘，覆撒在文化小学上空。

然而文化小学的学生们，却一点也不惧这点雨丝的烦扰，他们依然尽情地唱啊、跳啊、脖子上的红领巾，在雨中划下道道红影。。。。。。

“哎唷——”我只顾看别处，没注意脚底一滑，摔倒在花坛旁边。幸好我机警，倒地时双手俯撑于地，才不至于满身是泥。饶是如此，也弄得满手稀泥，狼狈不堪。我急忙爬起来，怕被学生笑话。然而，我的周围早已围拢了好些小朋友，他们的脖子上，都围着鲜红的红领巾。他们的眼神中，流露出深切的关怀，大家七嘴八舌的问道，“老师，摔痛了没有？

”

“老师，您擦擦泥——”一个大约九岁左右的小男孩，忽闪着一双大眼睛，红红的脸蛋上笑意盈盈，他三下五除二地解下红领巾，递给我说。“啊。。。啊。。。我。。。我，没事儿——哦，谢谢你！”声声突如其来的老师，让我这个还从未正式踏上讲台的“准老师”语无伦次。我没有接他递过来的红领巾，怕弄脏了。于是顺手在花坛上擦了擦手，向周围的同学点点头，疾步向水池走去。

身后忽然一阵吃吃的笑声，接着是唧唧喳喳的议论。哼！这些学生，真没有礼貌，有什么好笑的？我这样想着，脸上随之便泰然。但没走几步，感觉如芒在背，似有千万只利箭齐向我发射。不由得将头扭转，目光到处，洁白的花坛沿上，一个大大的黄泥手印赫然在目！刚才那小男孩正看着我，目光依旧忽闪忽闪的。我怔住了，一时茫然不知所措。小男孩举起手里的红领巾向我挥了挥，蹲下身子，用红领巾仔细将那黄泥手印擦去，一遍一遍，不一会儿，花坛便洁白如初了。。。。。。

手很快洗干净了，可我仍然觉着还有什么东西没有洗干净似的。反复想想，又似乎什么都没有。回到所见习班级教室，见到到处都有红领巾，心头更加不安。脑子里反复浮现那个印在洁白的花坛沿上的黄泥手印，还有那方火红的红领巾，总在我脑海里擦呀擦。。。。。。

那一年燥热的七月，我面临中考。

中考前一天，班上的许多同学的父母都来了，他们提着大包小包的水果，营养品……帮着自己的子女找考场，看考号……

父母自然早知道了中考的日期，父亲远在陕西工作，家里只有母亲一个人，除了大大小小的农活外，还得照顾年迈的爷爷。我知道，父母都不可能来看我了。

好在我早已经习惯了脱离父母关怀之外的生活，于是，我那起一张旧报纸，觅一块草地，坐下来看晚霞一点点吞噬着天空。一时间忘记了那一堆堆复习题，也忘记了明天就要踏入那期盼已久而又有些害怕的考场。

身边，不住地闪过一个个忙碌的身影。他们的脸上、眼神中，俱都挂着丝丝甜蜜。耳际，也不时的飘进声声父母叮嘱儿女的话语。水果、补品、期盼、甜蜜、叮嘱、晚霞……在我眼前演绎幻化成一阵心潮起伏。这时，我忽地怨恨起生活的不公平：为什么别人都能得到父母那么多的关爱，我却得不到？为什么一些人做什么事都有父母保驾护航，而我却要独自闯荡？为什么......忽然，一声叫唤打断了我的思绪。我回头一看，来人是我的老乡，他递给我两百元钱和一张泛黄的毛边纸说，钱是我妈妈带给我的，她怕我的钱不够用。那张毛边纸是她特意去找道士画的，说是会保佑你…….

送走老乡，我打开了那张符。古黄色的毛边纸上，画满了条条蚯蚓般的曲线和一些红色的印章。我仔细辨认了老半天，才从“蚯蚓堆”中认出贵人两字。我一下明白了，妈妈素来迷信。记得九岁时我从七米高的水堰上摔了下来，晚上母亲背着我，到我摔倒的地方，一声声地重复叫道：“幺儿，起来了没有？”我便开始背她教熟了的话：“妈妈，我起来啦！”听爷爷说，我还是观音菩萨的干儿子哩。小时侯，母亲每年都要带着我去给观音菩萨烧香的，求她保佑我顺利成长，大福大贵……

第二天，我揣上那张符，上考场了。可一开始监考老师就宣布考生不得夹带任何与考试无关的东西，否则查到后一律按作弊论处。我悄悄看看那张皱巴巴的符，一怕引起老师误会，二来怕同学笑话，便几下捏成小团，扔进了垃圾桶里。

考试完回家后，一见面母亲就问：“幺儿，考得好不？”我安慰她说还可以。母亲脸上立刻堆满笑容：“你的命好，道士说有贵人相助……等你考上后，我要好好感谢他。那…那张符呢…哦——我还要跟观音娘娘烧香……”

我想告诉母亲那张符已经被我扔掉了，但我的眼神一接触到那张布满虔诚的脸便如触电似的浑身一颤，我没有说出来。

接到通知书的那天，识字不多的母亲捧着那张通知书左右看不够，嘴里不住地念叨：“贵人…菩萨…”

每当我穿行于遵义师范校园的时候，我就不禁想起那张符，还有符上“蚯蚓堆”中的贵人两字。我知道，是它们伴随我走过了燥热的七月。我深信：它定会伴随我度过终生。

贵人…母亲…哦——那一张符！

一九九九年十月十九日  遵师教室

之一

南半球的光背信天翁，雌性是众多雄性追逐的对象。当其时，众多雄性信天翁一起来到雌性面前，煽动美丽光鲜的翅膀，一展雄健骏伟的身材，“嘎嘎嘎”地互相争斗不已，直到分出最后的胜者。当身疲力竭、伤痕累累时，一众败者齐向雌性投去求助的目光，，希冀得到它的垂爱，或者至少，怜爱，然而它，选择了回避，昂首投入最终的赢家怀中。这最后的胜利者或许是前任，抑或是新人。然而这些都不重要，因为她不能分辨，她知道而且只知道的是，她的丈夫是最后的胜利者，是最后的赢家，是个强人。从此，她可以无忧无虑地在它巨大的翅膀与长长的钩状嘴椽之下享受幸福生活了。她是幸福的，然而她又是不幸的，雄性赢家在得到了她，欲望满足之后便会弃它而去。越明年，他又去争夺别的漂亮新娘去了。用人类的伦理观，爱情观去衡量，信天翁的爱情、婚姻、家庭是不和谐的，但不管怎样，他们的功德圆满了：信天翁得以传宗接代了。在这一点上，与人类的繁衍无二。

之二

二零零七年五月十九日    阵雨

在下笔的时候，我不知道自己该用怎样的语言来形容时间的飞快，我只好这样写到：在我还在一遍一遍地做着稚嫩的、虚幻的梦的时候，我倏然发现，我都已经老大不小了！

24！这是一个我无法接受的数字，我仍然固执地坚信，我还是男孩呀——

我渴望年轻！

年轻，多美的字眼啊；年轻，多美好的岁月啊——我可以无拘无束地在属于自己的那方天空下自由自在地翱翔；我可以在少不更事的借口下，潜心于自己的学业。生活中，远离柴米油盐酱醋茶；人生之旅，忘却诸多家庭琐事；事业上，抛却太多社会羁绊。。。。。。多么惬意、多么轻松、多么广袤的天地呀！

我可以自由驰骋，一任自己的理想在无垠的天穹下狂奔，我可以无限发展。正如那位登上朱蜂的盲人运动员的豪言壮语：“我不是想知道自己到底能爬多高，我想知道的是，自己的极限到底有多大！”

                                ---W. GOETHE

一、Brief introduction to the novel

The material of the Red and the Black stems from a judgment of a local court, saying that a tutor murdered his female master since he was fall in love with her heavily and, how terribly it is, he had adultery relationship with his female master. Julien ,who is the key figure in this novel ,was a son of a carpenter in Verrieres(维里埃尔), in which every people was selfish, arrogant and eager to be moneybags .He had seen the troops of Napoléon Bonaparte in his childhood, reed certain works of Loescher  and the declaration of Napoléon Bonaparte`s army. Although Julien had dreamed to be a general when he was a child under such influence, he abandoned his ideal but turned to be an excellent curate with the time passing by. Julien acted as a tutor for the mayor of Verrieres in his age of nineteen out of his unique talent for Bible comprehension, undoubtedly, it is a blockbuster for Julien, the commonest in all commons of inhabitants of Verrieres in his lifetime stage. There is an old saying goes that each coin has two sides, Julien was felled in love with M. cie Renal , who was “extremely shy and seemed highly impressionable” (英语学习大书虫研究室:《红与黑》,译林出版社,第13页) , was the wife of M. de Rtenal .  It was this love that brings demon to Julien, even to his life.  Julien had to give up this fat case after revealing his love story and was recommended by abbe Pirard to De La Mole, the brilliant politician in Paris, as his private secretary.

Fortunately, something seems precious, had been lost in the last, and is now on the way home when he set his foot in De La Mole’s home.  Julien, after a long period pursuing, achieved his lifetime goal that becoming a member of upper class eventually through his marriage with the daughter of DE La Mole, Mathilde, although De La Mole was forced to acknowledge that. But something unexpected happened, M. cie Renal was lured to write a letter to De La Mole to tell him their love story with Julien, De La Mole was filled with anger at the way he had been tricked by Julien and refused to accept Julien any more immediately. As soon as news of tragedy was taken to Julien, shock waves spread rapidly to all parts of his brain, to get publicity and trust back, Julien used shock tactics, that is to say, taking a shot at M. cie Renal, the wife of the mayor of Verrieres. When it comes to the end, each cool head could have the same image:“ she (Mathilde) was lighting a number of candles…… she had placed Julien’s head on a little marble table in front of her, and she was kissing his forehead…… ”(英语学习大书虫研究室:《红与黑》,译林出版社,第569页)

二、Personal comments on this novel

(一) 、Julien is a liberator

This viewpoint may be disputed by many people; I still believe that it is Julient which brought free ideology to such women who were being long term oppression. Chairman Mao had said that “You said Julien had destroyed others’ family, even a happy family, this comment is not objective. Actually, such a happy family cannot be destroyed, if it were true, it would be unhappy obviously. That family has oppression, therefore, where is oppression, where is revolt. This is called reacting force, I am sure Julien is the liberator which helps Madame to carry on the revolt.” As every body knows that Julien is the commonest in lower class, he has ambition that changing his mortal status which prevent him from entering upper class and having highly self-development, although his tactics seemed too harsh or, at least, aggressive, he had spared no effort to pursuit what he believes belongs to his inner heart, let alone love between M. cie Renal and Mathilde. What causes Julien’s death is not his immoral or illegal behaviors but the need of the politician’s nasty competition for respective political profits.

Julien is a liberator because his words and behaviors’ influence had set an idol for the publicity, even the representative of upper class, M. cie Renal, we can see these lines in the ending of this novel: “M. cie Renal was faith to her promise. She did not seek in any way at all to take her own life; but three days after Julien (Julien’ death), she died with her children in her arms.” (英语学习大书虫研究室:《红与黑》,译林出版社,第569页).  Without Julien’s influences, the ideology of revolt, even lightly disobey to such oppression could not be a little spark. Julien’s death just the incident which sparked off a whole chain of disasters to the system of society, Julien became the deaf lamb of political tricks, whose miserable life showing to us just the initial intention of the writer to write this tragedy, that is to say, to reveal such nasty secrets behind pert faces.

(二) 、The artistic feature of this novel

1、Realism

Stendhal , the author of this novel, who was “the first one to reveal capitalism’s  feature after its victory ”(《列宁选集》，中华书局，第473页), is a realist writer. In this novel , all sentences and words 、attitudes and behavior based on the acceptance of facts and the rejection of sentiment and illusion. He is loyal to portrayal of familiar things as they are without idealizing them a little, the material of the story stems from a judgment of a local court, saying that a tutor murdered his female master since he was fall in love with her heavily and, how terribly it is, he had adultery relationship with his female master. It was that document which gives Stendhal inspiration to write this world-famous work and aim at revealing the cruelty、 darkness 、bitterness of living in capitalism society and extremely selfish for respective profits.

2、Educational

No one could dispute that each reader of this novel would find the experience of such characters most educational, you could find out your own shadow somehow when compared to them, which is the extraordinary charming, having unique power, or, overwhelming. Let me go straightly, Julien’s personal experience was a mirror to us youth who want to make difference in the world in his lifespan and his tragedy just justify what said by Arabham Lincon: “